weeee

yes yes

so, the mysterious hands of fate have been motioning me various ways again. i ran into one of the more interesting fellows of my bellaire experience. by a weird chance i saw him at barnes and noble today. funny thing is its not the first time ive run into him recently. also saw him at his job. thing is, we have quite a bit in common. moreso than most people i know, in today's society where everybody has to be in some nitch and i have to be in an obscure one, finding people similar to myself is difficult.

anyhow, we probably talked for at least an hour there, if not more. minimal smalltalk, just nice deep conversation. i would have creamed myself in excitement sophomore year of high school. jeez.

so im optimistic about such things.

in other news i need to start gettin my mind in shape for all the crap thats going to be shoved into it starting in about a month. especially with the philosophy class im taking. reading reading reading. im going to have to read and meditate and read and meditate. i really dont know which one is better but im rather starting to enjoy my meditation.

HERE NOW -- on a whim, because i have been doing that lately [making whims and having myself follow though on them] --- im going to meditate for an hour tonight.

you bastard daniel. oh you. what a fucker.

AND

YOUR GOING TO PICK ONE KIND OF MEDITATION AND STICK TO IT

oh daniel your such a bastard. silly whimsical me. oh my oh my.

this is going to be a long hour.

hm, what meditation shall i use? could i stick to the taoist deal? take in yin and deposit it to the yang realm or could i do the zazen-esque deal i learned at the zen place? how will i put my legs?

here, ill make my own:

count five while inhaling.
mental silence for 3-4 seconds
mindfully exhale for 8 counts
then repeat, no silence.

legs will be half lotus and ill switch half way through.

DONE